I suggest that all of you read this article because a lot of people living with chronic illnesses feel this way, including myself.
https://themighty.com/2016/08/why-i-wont-apologize-for-having-fun-while-sick/
This is a blog to give support, promote healing and empowerment, and share stories about people living with mental and physical chronic illnesses--including but not limited to, dysautonomia, POTs, anxiety, depression, PTSD, trauma, eating disorders, self-harm, suicidal ideation, etc. I know I am much more than just another sick girl! This blog was made a long time ago and I never wanted to change the name! We are more than our chronic illnesses even when it feels like we aren't!