Heyo, everybody--followers, mostly family and some friends. Maybe even some strangers--highly unexpected.
I have officially decided to stay in St. Paul for various reasons--here are a few half-assed explained reasons. lol.
ANXIETY: My anxiety was really high ever since I had decided that I was going to move two states over. Just all the logistics that were involved, the toughness surrounding finding a job, the move itself (11 hour drive w/ kittens), etc. I am feeling better now. I literally told a co-worker (who knows me pretty well) that I wasn't moving and she was like "I know." I was like what? It is because she knew my anxiety was way too high for me to move.
NO JOB: I had the toughest time finding a job in MI. Yet, since I decided not to move (yesterday), I have already found a potential job in downtown MPLS (we will see how this works out but I only have good vibes). I will keep you updated on the job situation.
FAMILY/FRIENDS: I knew I was going to miss most of my family and friends if I decided to leave. Even after a great labor day weekend--I am SO glad that I am not moving farther away from them. I will still have my own space away from them--which is nice.
ROOMMATE FIGHT: I got into a HUGE fight with the guy that was supposed to be my roommate in MI. He said something's to me--he hurt me, he insulted me, and I was not comfortable with the idea of living with him anymore. And this is me being nice and an adult about it. The second I got that bad feeling in my gut is when I decided that, NOPE, this is not going to work anymore. It was an emotional day yesterday but so much has come out of it.
APARTMENT: I may have even found a cheaper place to live in the cities. Those details won't work themselves out for probably another week since my "future" landlord is going on vacay. I will also keep you up-to-date on that.
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